Hello everyone.
The first week of official school officially started and I can safely say I hate 70% of the teachers yay please clap for me. And I never got why we always get new math teachers.
Anyway this week has been exciting bc I think it's the only week I get to slack and from next week onwards it'll be all hardcore.
And the school changed it timetable now and I hate it a lot it's damn screwed I mean which sec2 gets to be released at 1.15 on three out of the five school days.
Makes me feel like I didn't study enough lolol life sucks.
Just to summarize what I did this week;
Monday: Made an impromptu decision to watch A Werewolf Boy with Charis and Jasmine. Went to Dominique's house to camp first bc the movie started at 4.05. It was quite productive at her house tho, we did english which was stupid and ate prawn noodles yay.
Anyway the movie was very nice. It was heart-wrenching and sad and devastating -inserts chim sad words- and the whole cinema practically drowned in tears. The love story between Park Bo Young and Song Joongki was damn sad and that scene when they were at the woods was just ;;;;;; I was sobbing and I couldn't stop and I got a headache in the end w o w.
Tuesday: Had training and Coach got pissed at us for not bringing the pole up before it rained so training ended at 4.30. Went for dinner with Eleanor, Cass and Valery and had 3h2h.
Really learned how to not judge a book by it's cover. Really, you never know what they're hiding behind that smile of theirs. Sometimes, they just need someone to be there for them, to lend them their listening ear and offer a shoulder to lean on.
Everyone is not as strong as they seem. Our walls will all crumble down, little by little, day by day. And soon enough, you'll find yourself exposed. You'll become that vulnerable person who is lost.
How many faces do we really have actually.
Wednesday: Gelato with Jasmine, Charis and Dominique after school at somewhere near 85. It was really good, considering it was my first time trying a Gelato.
Dominique went to my house to do work while I read her xiyouji. Then she accompanied me to Urban Write to buy school supplies and offered to eat at her house. Thank you Dominqiue :-) Chionged Dom's simplified version of the book at night and lucky for that book or else I'd be a goner for book test already.
Thursday: Training. I didn't do much. Had
Friday: Went to Tampines Mall to ask for the quotations for batch tees and it was like $21 OVER MY DEAD BODY. Bought gongcha and went home with huishan. She came my house and we talked and talked and I'm forever getting amused by her.
We had expression today, and that woman actually talked about listening. How important is it to listen. Listening is not an easy skill. Not many people can actually quiet their heart down to listen to whatever the other party has to say. Sometimes, we get so caught up with other things that we dump that conversation halfway to go somewhere else.
That feeling you get when you speak and no one is listening, it hurts. It hurts to know that no one bothers to stop what they're doing to listen to you. That feeling of being ignored, it's scary.
Sorry for the all-over-the-place post I just needed to clear my mind.
Even when you’re not here,
I’m frustrated, Even when I have no time,
I keep on waiting, When you’re not here
Even if I’m all grown up, I’m naive
When I walk you home
And stroll alone in the night
I smile again at your message saying
“Go home well”
Because I miss you so much
Every time I call you on the phone
The caller tone feels really long
When you’re not at the place that
I lay back on because I’m tired
When I can’t see you on a very sunny day
When I open my wallet and see your smile inside,
I think of you so much
When you’re not here
When you’re not here, I miss you
I want to ask you if you feel like that too
These days,
these kind of words are the saddest to me
I want to see you, but
When you’re not here (When you’re not here)
When you’re not here (When you’re not here)
When you’re not here (I’m Without you)
When you’re not here (When you’re not here)
When you’re not here (When you’re not here)
When you’re not here (I’m Without you)
When you’re not here, I watch the TV by myself
When you’re not here, Even if I try to take a stroll
It feels somewhat lonely, It’s only when I walk with you
That I feel relieved The ice breaks You really feel so nice
But oh my, because I might drift
away from you for a moment
I pay attention to each of my text messages
I feel like I’m becoming a fool, When you’re not here
Baby baby tell me
Baby baby whisper to me
Baby baby if you also feel the same as me
Grab my hand girl
When I’m not there just like when
you’re not there for me,
Baby raise my voice
Girl please let me be your love
When you’re not here (When you’re not here)
When you’re not here (When you’re not here)
When you’re not here (I’m Without you)
When you’re not here (When you’re not here)
When you’re not here (When you’re not here)
When you’re not here (I’m Without you)
I wanna feel you
We’re getting stronger
I wanna listen to you
Cuz I love you so much
I wanna feel you
We’re getting stronger
I wanna listen to your voice
Song, my honey
Now if I look behind me
I feel like you’ll be there
I feel like your cute hand is in my pocket
The pillow I hug to sleep seems to be just like you
Yeah everywhere I look, it feels like I see only you
I feel like you’re going to come and back hug me
When I just listen to your voice,
I feel like I’m with you
When I’m tired I feel like
I’m hearing you calling my name
When you’re not here
When you’re not here
When you’re not here
When you’re not here
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"that woman actually talked about listening" that woman lol
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