The bells ring throughout the white streets

Merry christmas everyone! (Yes this post is scheduled to post itself at 12:00 A.M on the 25 December)

It's really depressing looking at people around me going to gatherings and such while I just camp at home and have a relationship with my computer. It's not that I don't want to meet up with relatives and such although most of the time I'll just end up camping in a corner using my pathetic phone with no 3G playing tapped out collecting money it's just that no one in this family bothers to organize one. Someone save me from rotting at home i beg you.

Went with Huishan to get her double piercing today before meeting Jasmine to for lunch and do some volunteer work. Bought koi too yay.

Trained to Suntec to meet her dad and he sent us to Ang Mo Kio (or was it Yio Chu Kang).

Wanted to do something good for once and get out of my house but it turned out that no one was at home OTL. Camped outside like idiots carrying thousands of stuffs just to be shooed away.

A wasted trip today I am sad.

The year itself is ending as Christmas arrives, and I am proud to say I matured over this whole year. Be it in a good or bad way, I definitely grew up. I learnt how to make decisions for myself, stand up for myself, and most improtantly, grew more independent.

Coming to secondary school really make a big impact on me in my life, I made a whole new bunch of friends who I deeply appreciate for staying by my side and encouraging me, mostly just for being with me. There was a period of time when I was practically a loner, no one wanted to talk to me and I had no friends. That feeling, it's scary, and I never want to experience it ever again.

A whole new year is starting and we should be prepared for the challenges ahead. Reflect on everything you have done this year, whether good or bad, and start out again to be a better person.

I hope I will be able to get more serious about my work and cut down on my fangirling time. Next year is a really important year for me and I really hope to do well.

I hope everyone will be able to achieve their goals next year as well. Let's all work hard to accomplish our goals.

From the moment I first saw you,

There wasn’t a day when my heart was at rest

All of the nerves in my body, 

even my breaths, went toward you

The bells ring throughout the white streets

As I look at the snow 

falling from the sky,

I get excited to be with you today

I thank you for always being 

by my right side

As if I’m cast by a spell, 

a happy smile

Spreads across my lips

Been waiting for this 

(I’ve been waiting for this)

I only see you in my eyes

I guess this is love because I’m so happy

I’ll always protect you from your left side

When you smile, the snowflakes scatter about

I get a rushing feeling

like the pretty white snow

I hope our love shines forever

I thank you for always being 

by my right side

As if I’m cast by a spell, 

a happy smile

Spreads across my lips

Been waiting for this 

(I’ve been waiting for this)

I only see you in my eyes

I guess this is love because I’m so happy

I’ll always protect you from your left side

I love you, I love you, I love you

I love you like the day 

I first met you

Be by my side forever

By my side till the day I die

I love you

I love you (I love you) 

I can’t say anything else but this

Like a small child, 

I touch your cheek

And hold you in my arms

Been waiting for this 

(I’ve been waiting for this)

I only see you in my eyes

I guess this is love because 

I’m so happy

Let’s be together for always

Let’s be together for always

Let’s be together for always 

and have a pretty love

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I'm sorry for my previous post being all over the place I just needed to clear my mind.