Don’t call it obsession, you don’t know love.

Had a Christmas sleepover at Charis house on Tuesday! It was supposed to be on Wednesday but we changed it bc there was training on Friday. 

I was supposed to meet her earlier to pass her cards but I was late bc I missed the bus and the next one came 10 minutes later. I'm so sorry camel. 

Went to Downtown after exchanging gifts to buy midnight snacks for the movie and we had froyo too yay it was my first time trying yoguru and it was nice i am happy. 

Bought some Korean Instant noodles (which turned out horrible bc I poured away too much of the seasoning), Unagi sushi, and a whole box of green tea lmao. Life was wonderful. 

Watched It Takes Two with clique and I was judging everybody in the show very badly lol that's what you get if you watch dramas with me. 

We were actually planning on watching Nightmare on Elm Street but we gave up 10 minutes after the video started bc we were straining our ears to catch what the people were saying. Ended up watching I Not Stupid in the end lolol. 

Movie ended at 1 and we went in her room to have h2h. Dom and I took the floor while the rest slept on the bed. We were judging fanfics and talking about everything under the sun :') Slept at 3 and woke up at 7.30 I hate my life not even kidding. Can't sleep peacefully at other places other than my house for nuts. 

Watched how Charis toes twitched.

It's highly amusing. 

Went to have Pepper lunch for lunch (Dominique left for training) and went to the library to borrow books but none could be found. Had a long bus ride home and admired my gifts. 

The sleepover was fun, considering the wild sex and taupok we had every 10 minutes and late night chats. 

It really felt like we were living in  dorm together and the thought of that is just to heartwarming :') 

I really feel like we became closer after spending 24 hours together. 

Thank you, friends. 

From Valery

Post-its ((I requested for them))

Pins ((I requested them, yet again)) 

 She was supposed to give me a cork board from too but she didn't have enough time to buy it.

From Dominique

1) Front of the cup.

2) Back of the cup.

3) Whitening cream bc I kept complaining to her that I'm too black.

From Jasmine

1) failed Tribal fimo cane 

2) Paul Frank portable charger

3) Pink Smiggle pencil with a cow eraser.

 I WANTED A PORTABLE CHARGER FOR THE LONGEST OF TIME I SWEAR.
AND THE COW. THE COW. THE COW.

From Charis

1) Front of the tote bag
2) Tribal fimo cane
3) ...
4) Back of the bag.

It was so pretty and it feels great knowing that I am only one who has this bag with this design in the world lmao. 

I just realized I'm really awkward when it's pictures lol i don't know how to put them in my post it feels so awkward everywhere I'm sorry maybe it's just me being weird. 

It’s not love
This isn’t love
It’s just your obsession
Wherever
Whatever I do
It’s frightening
The you who watches me

I follow in your shadow
I make a phone call
I become thrilled at the sound of your shaking breath
My heart runs after your increasingly quick steps
I think I’ll go crazy
The long night gets darker
Under the dead streetlamp in front of your house
I’m watching you through the crack in your window
Until the night ends
Come on and find me
You keep playing a suffocating game of hide-and-seek with me
You, you, you
You’re inseparable from me

Have you gone crazy?
Why are you like this?
Please just leave me alone now
Seeing you is suffocating
Please disappear from my sight

You can never break away from me
You have no one to love but me
Try to escape
Wherever you are
I can see you
You know deeply
You can never break away from me
You have no one to love but me
Look at me now
I don’t wanna cry no more, more

Get lost
Just back off
I really can’t breathe
Wherever I go
Wherever I am
It’s frightening
The you who follows me

A hundred times
Tens of thousands of times
I’ve called you
But why, why is there no answer?
Did you forget?
It’s already been a thousand days since we met
I prepared a gift you’d like
I sit on the street you frequently travel
I’m waiting for you
I know my love
Don’t call it obsession, you don’t know love
Don’t say I’ve gone crazy
You don’t know my heart
You can never be separated from me

Have you gone crazy?
Why are you like this?
Please just leave me alone now
Seeing you is suffocating
Please disappear from my sight

You know you want me too
You know you love me
Don’t run away from me
Cut the crap
Get a hold of yourself and stop it
Let go of me now

This ain’t right
This isn’t love
It’s just hurts me, don’t be like this
I loved you
But I don’t now
Erase me from your memory

I don’t wanna cry no more, more