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Monday, 14 July 2014
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sorry for the major word vomit but i couldn't stand it and i had to let it out somewhere. my thoughts are so jumbled up it's so difficult to even form coherent sentences with them. yes in conclusion, dying sucks and don't even think of dying because what you'll end up hurting is the people around you.
Saturday, 17 May 2014
que será, será
however i did get my results back and it was total poop. i was so disappointed in myself because i failed emath i repeat i failed emath. i was so careless throughout the paper and this always seem to happen whenever i panic during an exam. I failed my chinese essay again yay what's new. anyway my results this time round were so horrible. but it's no use crying over spilt milk so i'm going to suck it up and move on and study harder and hopefully score better the next time round.
life after exams is pretty mundane, my days usually end off with me watching dramas till the wee hours in the morning even though i have school later on. lessons and trainings are resuming next week though, which is a huge turn off because nobody has the mood for lessons much less trainings after exams. on the bright side, only 7 trainings more before protected time for 3 weeks yASSSSSS.
sometimes i wonder what happened to the sec 1 me, when i was so passionate about netball. now i just hate trainings and lost all passion for the sport. i just find it extremely useless wasting 6 hours every week to do something i don't even enjoy doing. maybe this coach killed all my passion for netball, or maybe it's just me growing more and more done day by day.
i'll be going for obs in the second week of june holidays as well and i don't even know what to feel about it, but quite a lot of netballers are going for the camp so i think im looking forward to it????????? i don't know tbh.
on the brighter side, holidays are coming in 2 weeks yeS.
Saturday, 15 February 2014
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24/7 every moment repeats
My life is in between
Jobless twenty-somethings are afraid of tomorrow
It’s funny, you think anything is possible when you’re a kid
When you feel how hard it is to get through a day
Keep feeling like the “Control” beat, keep downloading it
Every single day is a repetition of ctrl+c, ctrl+v
I scream out of frustration but the empty air echoes
I hope tomorrow will be different from today
I’m just wishing
Even if it breaks down, oh better
Follow your dream like breaker
Even if it breaks down, don’t ever run backwards, never
Even in the far future, never forget the you of right now
Wherever you are right now, you’re just taking a break
Don’t give up, you know
Tomorrow becomes today, today becomes yesterday, tomorrow becomes yesterday and is behind me
Life isn’t about living along but living through
As you live through, you’ll disappear some day
If you keep spacing out, you’ll be swept away, if you ain’t no got the guts, trust
It’ll all become yesterday anyway so what’s the use?
I wanted to become happy and strong but why am I getting weaker?
Where am I going? I’m going here and there but I always come back here
Yeah, I’ll probably flow somewhere, is there an end to this maze?
When the dark night passes, a bright morning will come
When tomorrow comes, the bright light will shine so don’t worry
This isn’t a stop but just a pause in your life for a break
Turn up your thumbs and press play so everyone can see
Even if it breaks down, oh better
Follow your dream like breaker
Even if it breaks down, don’t ever run backwards, never
Even in the far future, never forget the you of right now
Wherever you are right now, you’re just taking a break
Don’t give up, you know
Monday, 30 December 2013
Greetings folks. I am blogging from my phone so i have no idea how this post will turn out to be but yolo. Bits and pieces of what happened recently includes:
- farewell with seniors at 18chefs and some matcha cafe
- holiday match whiched turned out to be a blast
- desperately trying to read the simplified version of 水浒传
- falling sick
- watching miracle in cell no.7 and bawling my eyes out. I literally had this emotional breakdown I was shaking so badly
- Catching Fire w Charis and missing the taehyung signed pc event
- struggling to keep up with all the gayo daejuns and not lose focus 3 hours into the show
- collaging my notebooks ((i think i did the infinite one really terribly otl it looks very empty))
- spending a boring and lonely Christmas
- finding out that my classroom is going to be on the fricking fifth level again next year
I think that's about it? I can't remember anything else. But anyway I am beyond bored at home I can't believe I'm saying this but I can't wait for school to start even though I'm not the least bit looking forward to camp at all.
Till I get my life sorted out it's goodbye.