As I ran to find you, will my legs break apart?

Hello~ 

School has started for two weeks already, and it has been like shit :/ I can't seem to get anything in my head idk why. Especially science urgh I want to kill myself. It's like my mind is always flying to god-knows-where during lessons >< Oh and our classroom is on the 5th level now .__. Because someone in  2K broke her leg or something, so we had to exchange with 2K, because we are 1K. Okay I seriously don't understand the logic behind this shit. I mean like why 2K with 1K? And why second floor? I mean if you injure your leg you can't even climb the stairs right, then why don't swoop classes with those in level one? WHY US?! D: GDI NOW WE'RE SO BLOODY FAR AWAY FROM THE CANTEEN. AND WE'RE LIKE AT THE OTHER END OF THE WORLD DURING ASSEMBLY. 

Yesterday was just shit during training. Coach punished us to do the bunny jump shit which almost killed me. My legs were like jelly after that. I mean seriously jelly, my legs had never felt so jelly before ;~; But this sport changed me, in a way. I used to give up easily when I'm tired. Maybe it's the coach is stern, maybe I've changed, but either way, I've learnt to become a better person. This sport has shaped me into a better person. After 6 months of playing. Really. 

Went home and ate dinner and bathed and did english and slept. Seriously, I was too tired to do anything else. And my legs didn't allow me to go anywhere far too ._.

So I woke up today with my whole body feeling asdfghjkl pain. My thighs were pain, my back was pain, my stomach was pain .__. PAIN PAIN PAIN LIKE SHIT. AND STAIRS WERE A PIECE OF SHIT THE WHOLE DAY TODAY. I CLIMBED UP CHANGCHENG, CLIMBED UP 5 STORIES TO CLASS, THEN THE BANG RANG LIKE 10 SECONDS LATER. WENT BACK DOWN WITH THOSE STUPID PAIR OF LEGS THAT MADE ME WANT TO CRUMBLE ONTO THE FLOOR LIKE ANYTIME. AND AFTER ASSEMBLY I CLIMBED UP AGAIN USING THE HANDBAR TO CLING ON TO MY DEAR LIFE AND LEGS .__. And that stupid Nikki tripped me in the morning, on purpose. I would habe slapped him if I wasn't in such a hurry and I wasn't feeling so down. Saw Larissa in the morning while taking my geog book too. And she was there suaning me on how pitiful I was to need to climb up 5 stories with that pair of jelly legs. Oh how I wish I was still studying in 1K's classroom. Over there at 2K, everywhere I turn my head to, I'll see seniors ;~; 

I was walking like an awkward duck the whole day today. I swear I looked damn retarded.

Stayed back after school to train lobs wth my netball girlsss :') Then halfway through me and Eunice started talking about Sexy Free & Single and how cute Donghae was hehehehhehehehe. Went home at 4. And I had been using the computer since then x) Was actually supposed to go jogging with my dad, but after seeing me in such a cui state where I can barely run, he cancelled it x) Haven't done any homework yet oh well... 

Training tomorrow idek how am I going to survive with my jelly legs otl ;~; But it's DSA selection tomorrow, so let's hope that she'll pay less attention on us oh well... 

It was a moment where time got slower

The beauty that I learned of, felt and believed in till now

You have changed it all

The front of my eyes became as dark as dawn

Like a single ray of light, she finally found me

My girl, my destiny

As I stomped on the ground, control my exploding breath

I ran (Tonight I’m so lonely, don’t wanna be alone without you)

To you

I stole those lips, I had to

I want you, without an explanation or excuse, I stole your lips

It was a crazy thing to do but no matter what it is breathtaking and electrifying

I had to make a memory that the both of us can never forget

Your face that froze up in just one moment

I know but you felt it too, your face said you didn’t hate it

As if the ground would cave in, as I roughly exhaled and breathed

I ran (I’m afraid I will lose you, wanna be with you always)

To you

I stole those lips, I had to

I want you, without an explanation or excuse, I stole your lips

It was a crazy thing to do but no matter what it is breathtaking and electrifying

I had to make a memory that the both of us can never forget

It doesn’t seem like reality, I can’t believe it, it seems like a dream

All of it, all of it

The sky that’s keeping the rain, will it shed tears?

As I ran to find you, will my legs break apart?

I don’t know if I’m crazy or if I wanted to keep you in my heart

I can’t explain this with any word

All the moments have stopped as if it was a photo

I stole those lips, I had to

I want you, without an explanation or excuse, I stole your lips

It was a crazy thing to do but no matter what it is breathtaking and electrifying

I had to make a memory that the both of us can never forget