It seems like I can give you nothing but this to you in the end

I'm blogging so muh recently... Ahhh~ And then this Valery don't blog at all >:(

So apparently for the past week, I have been going swimming everyday, resulting in me getting more and more tanned everyday god damn it. And the sun block I have been putting doesn't seem to work as when I get into the pool, the sunblock will just be washed away by the water. And there are tan-lines on my feet otl >< I thought it got better during the 4 week stand-down but its back again >< Ahh I;m scared of training >:

After swimming today, Charis, Dominique, Yeeshyan and I went to Bedok Point for lunch. We were actually debating whether to eat The Chicken Rice something I forgot or Yoshinoya but in the end we chose Yoshinoya :D I ate kids meal and they ate some regular bowl meal. We went to walk around Bedok Point after eating because we were all too full :x We were actually supposed to buy Gongcha after eating, but everyone was too full to buy anymore drinks. 

We went to Comics Connections first and Dominique started spazzing at some EXO badges. I was like, walking around the shop aimlessly. Then in the end, she didn't buy anything. Well, none of us bought anything, except Yeeshyan, who bought some key dk what.

Went to Mini Toons after that and I bought some stickers to stick onto keyboard. But apparently some were not the same size because that one is for windows and mine's imac .__. I didn't bother pasting on the "f blah blah" because if I paste I wouldn't be able to see its functions x.x The rest of them bought sweets. I didn't buy because I didn't have enough money asdfghjkl. Then we went Duyi to slack and walk around awhile not buying anything. 

Went to the bus stop to wait for a bus after that. Shortly, 67 came. Me, Charis and Dominique stood up and walked towards the place where we were supposed to enter the bus, and the bus driver just drove past the bus stop, not even bothering to go inside the bus stop lane ;_; There were 3 people waiting for it and it just drove past, I didn't even see it drive past me, it went past like some ninja. But like, we 3 are not transparent what, so big, why the bus driver cannot see. Another 65 came shortly and I got home before 1 ;) And I slacked at home the whole day using my computer, reading fanfics. :3

Hohoho byebye, I'm going to go and read Myungsoo's fanfics already. His fanfics are nice /nods head/

Going to some hydrochloric dk what shit farm tomorrow. I am not even a least bit interested in it, except for the bus ride. 

I remember that feeling from
Long ago when I looked at you
I remember that time when
I knew you, you knew me
I wanted to be like you
hang out with you
I think about those desperate times
But it's merely a memory
that has passed by

And can you smile? smile...
you want this
you hope for this
I can't seem to have you with only my heart

And can you smile? smile...
I said to leave
I said I'm okay
It seems like I can give you nothing
but this to you in the end

I remember long ago
when i received your heart
you were overflowing me
and i'm thankful
i think of those time

we love each other
we were at our happiest
then came across farwell
you were overflowing me
I'm sorry
I can't hold you back

And can you smile? smile...
you want this
you hope for this
I can't seem to have you with only my heart

And can you smile? smile...
I said to leave
I said I'm okay
It seems like I can give you nothing
but this to you in the end

And still, still in the end, still I..
but probably in the end, I still..
And still, still in the end, still I..
but probably in the end, I still..

[Rap]
But I was suffocating from
those frequent words of yours
You say that my way of talking and
actions make you lose your words
make your anger rise
on this violent night
the stars light up the sky,
the moon shines
you go steadily on your path of stars
the night is coming
it is covered only by other stars
but the moon always stays there
I will always be here for you, want you

And can you smile? smile...
I want you but..
I'll hold you but..
your smile is fading beside me

And can you smile? smile...
I said to leave
I said I'm okay
You might even be happier
if you leave my side


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