friskt vågat hälften vunnet: I'm tired of all the dramas happening.

Hi :D I'm updating two times this week, so be grateful for that Valery :p It isn't everyday that I will blog two times a week :p

Okay actually, now that I realize, all my blog posts had something to do with her, and this one is not an exception.

Take yesterday for an example. You came to school without wearing any school badge. And you have not returned mine back to me yet. So I assume that its at home? Forget about that, you were lucky that there was no attire check during morning assembly, so you didn't get caught. The whole day, you were going all around without a badge. Did you not realize it? Or did you just didn't give a damn about it? Then during assembly at the last period, Mr Tay asked all students in improper attire to go up front. Improper attire included wearing green shorts, not tucking in school uniform, not wearing any school badge and all. Everybody who made a mistake stood up and admitted their mistakes. But what about you? You just sat there, acting a if nothing was wrong, acting as if you were wearing the school badge, ACTING AS IF EVERYTHING WAS RIGHT. But everything was not? We had all tried to tell you to stand up, tried to tell you to own up for your own mistake, tried to tell you to bear your own consequences, but you just sat there, shrugging it off your shoulders and acted as if nothing was wrong. You could actually just sit there and I told you " You not wearing any school badge you know" and look around. How zai can you get? Tell me.

When Mr Tay said that people who were in improper attire would all get a demerit point. Despite him saying that, you still did not stand up. When Mr Tay said that the rest were dismissed, you just walked out of the hall nonchalantly. When we came back to class, I told you that you should better go see Mr Tay now, if you wait till he finds out, you get into even deeper trouble. And you just simply said, " I go bookshop and buy" . Not everything can be solved that easily you know? This problem will not be solved if you go and buy another badge. You can buy hundreds and thousands of badges and still forget to bring it to school.But if you remember to bring it everyday, only one will be enough. Or even, if you take the effort to put an extra one in your bag, all your problems will be solved. But too bad, you're just too lazy. I don't know why. You always think that me, Kimberly, Dominique, Valary, Charis and Jasmine will come and help you whenever you're in trouble. Little princess, all of us would leave you eventually, and in the end, you'll only have you yourself to rely on, no one else. So if you're so dependent, what is going to happen to you in the future? Forgot to bring an important document to work one day? 我不知道.

Yesterday too, we were supposed to hand in our math worksheet. I handed it in to Shaokaye, since she was the nearest math rep from me. And since Shaokaye was just sitting behind you, you took my worksheet to copy the answers. Not asking Shaokaye for permission, NOT EVEN ASKING ME FOR PERMISSION. What makes you so sure that I'll let you copy? I put in so much effort to do that piece of homework, and there you are, just taking it without my permission. And it's not the first time. You've taken Kimberly's work to copy too. Do you think that you'll learn anything by copying? What makes you not do your homework, I wonder... Band practice is not tiring at all, sometimes, you don't even have it. You have all the time in the world to do the math. Way more than me. But why is it that you can't complete your homework, while I can? Its because I stay up to finish all my homework before heading to bed, not like you. You think sleeping at 10 plus is late? Think twice. You're in a secondary school now, which means that you'll have much much more homework to do, compared to primary school. And you can't expect yourself to sleep the same time as you do in primary school.

Today too. We were supposed to meet to do the project at 11. You were late, and you didn't apologize. Forget about that, when we were eating breakfast, you were emoing there reading your book. Yesterday, when we were discussing how to format the poster, you were sitting far away, reading your book. You didn't even participate in the discussion. You didn't even know what we were talking about. And today, you said you had to leave at 2.30 because you had to meet your friend at Bedok at 3.45. Hello, from Pasir Ris to Bedok, you don't need a damn hour and fifteen minutes. So why in the world are you leaving so early for? Its a project, counted in your CA2 English marks, and you don't even bother. You don't even bother to just finish your own part. You just left. You just left when it was exactly 2.30. You just left like that. Leaving Charis, Kimberly and I do clean up the mess you've created. The part you did was too big as you left too much gaps, so we had to wreck our brains to think of a solution to help you, while you just left like that meeting your friend. And it isn't the first time. It just shows what an irresponsible person you are. We stayed until 5 plus, while you left at 2.30. We finished everything together, while you just sort of 'freeloaded'. And you'll be getting the same marks as us. Ask yourself, will that be the marks you should really be getting? We put in so much time and effort, while you just left like that. What is this.